I am a momma of two little messy boys. And this has been a tough one to come to terms with and next year it will be even worse because my youngest will be going to school and I won’t have anyone but the hubby to hangout with on my days off and even then he will be working. It is not as horrible as I just made it sound….hehehe! I love spending time with my husband. But I also love my babies! We have four kiddos. A 10 year old, an 8 year old, a 4 year old, and a 3 year old.
It has been hard the last couple of days and it’s really sinking in that he is going to start pre-k. He is so excited. He got to meet his teacher this morning and I am super excited and “mommy depressed” because one of my baby boys is growing up and he needs me less. It’s killing me! I stay positive in front of him because I don’t want him to think that going to school is bad. He’s got all of his stuff for school except new clothes. I’m so nervous for him. What if he needs me? I won’t be a “yell” away. They will have to call me and then he will have to sit there until I get to him. I don’t like that idea at all. THIS IS KILLING ME!!!!
He was so excited to meet his teacher, they sat down and looked over a bunch of stuff like an “assessment” of where his skills are and he is soooooo smart. So much smarter than I gave him credit for. I guess I just wanted to keep him small. But he is growing and I can’t stop that and he tells me that all the time.
My advice to all the mommas out there going through the same thing…it’s going to be ok, Enjoy all the moments you get with your little ones and enjoy watching them grow. Tomorrow is not promised. And today is a Present. Enjoy it to the fullest.
Thanks for reading…